Trying

I wish you could understand what I'm going through
I wish you could understand that I really need you

The more I try to get things right
Seems like the more I have to put up a fight

I never meant to hurt anyone and
I never meant to make anyone mad

But now that everything has taking place
I try not to look back on the past

I'm trying to moving on with my life
I'm trying to make amends
I'm trying to make since of everything
I'm trying to get things right

Still I'm trying

I continue to wonder what I could do different
I wonder if my actions were different

Would still have friends
Would we still be together
Would I still want life to end

But honestly writing this was completely useless
Because I'm trying to fix things I can't fix in the end
KJL