What to do????

SOOOOO!!!! I sorry for my absence.... this semester has been a wild one. We adding a new addition to the family. I kinda lost contact with my BF but we still have random time when she will text or I will text. I found someone I like a lot but I feel like I compromised my Christianity. I can't seem it get over what I did. I also don't want to break his heart but I am not sexually attached to him. I just don't know. There are officially 2 days left in the semester and I super excited. I'm not ready for finals so I need to hit the books.