I'm Growing Up

As I watch T.V. before bed I am inspired to write. Looking back I'm so proud of where I am today, yet I still have so much to work on. But yet and still I'm happy and excited to know that I grown and made it through the toughest of time I have ever faced. I thank God for never leaving my side and the people that stood by me for always being there. So for my next move I want that feeling I once had I feeling of youth and eagerness to learn to come back. I want to love and not be afraid of being hurt. I want to trust people and not always think the worst. I feel the need to restore relationships that were lost in all the commotion and I hope that I am accepted for what I am now and not what used to be. I vow to myself to never allow things to get as bad as they were and never give up on myself again.