The Opening of My Eyes

Today I am here before you having gone through life thinking all wrong.
What I have fail to realize is this: I was not able to pick the family I was born into but the path I have taken was a decision I,myself made all alone. So to the people who have loved me through my "identity crisis" I am sorry I have pushed you aside for far to long and the people who hurt me I forgive you for the things you did and even though I should blame you for these things I honestly blame myself I have allowed the things you've done to affect the plans I had for my life. To my possible future children remember that I will always love you and that life will sometimes hurt so
I pray that for you it won't hurt to much. And to the future love of my life....I'm not sure if we've met yet but there is a possibility..... I love you!!!! I sorry that it will take so long for me to let you in. Sorry for being so stubborn and thank you for loving me through all of my past hurt and pain.

Lastly to myself.... never forget who you are and those that love you. You, yourself know your full potential, live up to every bit of it. Be that great person you used to see when you look in the mirror. Mostly love yourself and everyone you come in contact with because you might be the only love that person see.